Thursday, July 28
I've been feeling burnt out friends. Looking for signs and confirmation around every corner, trying to keep the faith. I've noticed I've been looking down more than looking up and it's making my heart heavy. Some kid at work (still part timing it waiting tables) said to me: "Amy, I've never seen you not be positive. Is everything okay?" Sweet boy. The truth of it is, I'm just trying to self preserve and pray my way back to knowing. Knowing that walking a different path won't always be a balancing act between part time jobs and full time ambition. That taking small steps daily will get me to the top of the mountain. That all of this, every heart pounding hard step of it, will deliver me my creative dreams.