Monday, September 29

Moment to Moment


Morning coffee heart drip in Central, Alaska

The day has been full of surprises. Snow that stuck around. Hillsides of trees without leaves. A thin sheet of ice on the slough. A brand new studio space in downtown Fairbanks! An all day wearing of my down jacket. Spontaneous kindness from strangers. Bright, clear, cold skies. Icy roads. A visitor from the far reaches of the globe on my website. A letter from my sister. A phone call from an old friend. A single raven flying above me...brilliant and black against the sky. The Alaska Range in navy shadows with low hanging clouds. My dog Meatball snoring loud. A feeling that everything is gonna be alright. Mexican food for lunch.Brewing the perfect cup of coffee. An idea for a painting. Afternoon light on mustard and salmon colored walls. . .




Wednesday, September 24

9.24.08 New Painting

Wednesday's Bird, 4"x6", Acrylic on Claybord, $100

Inspired by: peacock feathers, fingerprints, the gold in Gustav Kilmdt paintings, billie holiday on vinyl, walking winter streets in Germany and seeing Paul Klee prints (swedish expressionist painter) hanging in a window - the neatly stacked detail of his color combinations made me swoon. Swan dives, 1920's Paris, and late autumn leaves .

Monday, September 22

9.22.08 New Painting

Star Crossed Lovers, 4"x 6", Acrylic on Claybord, $100


Thursday, September 18

9.18.08 New Painting

Valley of Ten Thousand Smokes, 9.5"x9.5", Acrylic on Paper

Years ago, I tore a black and white photograph from a featured article about The Valley of Ten Thousand Smokes in Katmai National Park and Preserve in Alaska. I knew, during that impulsive tear, that I had to one day see it for myself. The pull of this landscape is magnetic. I am fascinated by the sharp charcoal lines of volcanoes seen across the valley floor, the lunar quality, desolate feel and the overall stunning vastness of it all.
Today, the gray skies and the memory of that photograph inspired this painting.

(*) Special Note from the Artist: While creating the red fumaroles, I noticed that two heart shapes were spontaneously made in one of the many washes of paint. The largest can been seen in the top right portion of the sky. The second is very tiny and can only be seen when you are in front of this painting!

Tuesday, September 16

Love Letter (part two)

(Private Commission) 5"x5", Acrylic on Claybord, September 2007

It's late fall and I am sitting near the Chena River, taking in the gray slated sky and watching yellow leaves ride the slow moving current. I was thinking how it is time I wrote you, my chosen home town, a love letter. I figured you might be wondering when one would come -- seeing that during June of 2007 I wrote one to British Columbia's Fort Nelson as I was making my way back to you. Don't worry Fairbanks, my love for that small town was fleeting, there could only be one you.

We first met in the Summer of 1998. I was on break from my studies and thought it would be a good adventure to spend a summer waiting tables and living in Alaska's Interior. We got to know each other under the green canopies of cottonwood trees, near blooms of fire weed and wild iris, midnight bbq's and late night badminton tournaments, the red eye road trips to Valdez, Anchorage and Seward, bluegrass weddings in the woods (playing hooky from work so we could stay together longer and hear the band), drinking coffee in morning sunshine next to strawberry patches and blooming dahlia's. Oh! My delight at discovering your re-use re-cycle platforms, The Tanana Valley Farmer's Market and Creamer's Field.  It was you who taught me about the subtleties of light. You showed me saturated blues and greens, mountainsides colored by the pinks of fire weed. You gave me gifts of delicately curled pieces of birch paper and the Goldstream Valley cloaked in the yellow and orange of Autumn. We wintered together within wooden walls of cabins, in quilted blankets with wood stoves burning and mugs of Italian press coffee. That first winter with you, remember how we spent hours watching the cream colored moon cast shadows on snowy landscapes while listening to Bob Parlocha's late night jazz? Those were good times, love.
And here we are, it's been ten years since we first met, and we are together again. Thinking back now, it was obvious the chemistry in our connection. Like it goes with love, you swept me up and stayed on my mind all those years we were apart. I knew then, like I know now -- that one day I would return and stay with you forever.
Last night as I stood among the silhouettes of spruce trees and looked out on September's moon, I felt that charge I feel when I am about to paint...Secrets things whispered in a bath of moonlight, under the sharp lines of leaning trees and starry skies -- I notice
You are opening your landscapes to a new season
and settling in to your long night.
You leave me breathless
from frost lined stories
about a land falling into a snowy sleep, lit in blue moonlight,
charming me in stillness and beauty,
winter's returning.